Dear Diary...



Jun. 14th, 2001
yes! the final is finally oner! i feel soo free now. i woke up at 4 o'clock today in the morning cuz i had lots of stuff to study on final, but i hadn't studied. i was gonna miss my breakfast... anyways i had algebra4 and biology2 exams. both of them were like... so-so. not good but not bad. hope my grade won't go down...

i went to graduation today cuz Saori gave me a ticket. a lot of my friends graduated this year...saori, vivien, katlin, daisuke, hiro, elaine, mari, ray, charlie, aj, cheng-wei, jerry, joe, and more...i can't recall right now. they were really nice to me, and they were like..a part of school. a part on my life at school. so i'll really miss them so much...(;_;) now, i'm like "don't leave me...," but that's how things go... i know that. ppl graduate, enter, and us, we always get old. no matter how i pray, things are always changing...they are always keeping going...they don't wait for us. cuz that what living means... well, i'm being so serious today...if i became a seniour right now and looked back my four years of high school, what can i look back for? did i do some special things that i could be proud of? that i could look back for w/ proud? well, i'll do that. i'll make something that i'll be proud of myself...that i can look back w/ my proud... that shows how imprtant and valuable my high school life is(/was). i saw aj and charlie at the graduation, and promised them that i'd play singles (badminton) next year. i always don;t promise actually, buecuz if i fail it, i know i'll hurt someone... (could be myself, though). as the quote which is in my "favorite word" page, promise is so...difficult to make. i mean...to promise needs so much effort, strong mind, perseverance...but today, i made a promise. i know how much it means to me. and that's why i promised. ...i promised.

after the celemony, charlie gave me a cd-rom that he showd me yesterday. i told him that i really liked that yesterday, and charlie said he could give me a copy of it. so he gave it to me today...i was sooo happy..i actually can't express my feelings then in words. i hugged and said good luck to him.to my brother. i didn't wanna say "good bye" to him, so i just said "bye~" like i always said to him after the practice. cuz i really wanted to see him again...like when we were on the team...well, we are still on the team...we are on the badminton team for good. no matter what happens.
after i went home, i looked that cd. i laughed a little bit, but i kinda figured out what high school meant to him. and i don't wanna forget what i felt then...so i'm writing this diary now. in the last pic of his cd, he said,"friends 4-eva." well, i believe so, too. i want to...(^^)


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