My mind is frightened now. The more I am forgetting something, the more my mind is buried only by it. In the head, the thing which should be forgotten attacks like wave. I cannot do the thing running away from the thing. It only is escaped of me empty and exists even if I am this and that changed when running away. My it is not possible to catch obediently mind is hated. If I obedient was able to return, I noticed to the thing that all surely return to my place.