others
i can't believe
that what i feel is finally happening to me
make it hurt
and point a finger at my insecurites
well i guess i just don't understand
about those complexities in your mind
and i gusee i just don't understand
why this world seems so unkind
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming to me
so once again
the way you feel you'll never ever stay the same
and i'm to blame
i wonder just who made the rules up for this game
well i guess i just don't understand
about what you want and what you need
and i guess i just don't understand
about why this is how it has to be
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming to me
so go around
you say those thousand things you think you have to say
look at me
and tell me love's not such a hard word anyway
well how can you count on me
i thought you realized for sure
and how can you just believe
i thought i deserved a little more
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming to me
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming
maybe, maybe just once
i get what's coming to me
what's coming to me
what's coming to me
oh god
oh, what's coming to me
what's coming to me
what's coming to me
oh god
what's coming to me
purest feeling
purest feeling
well i think i'm gonna push it
as far as it will go
give in to desire
only you will know
so tell me all your secrets
i'll stick it in your head
i wish i could remember
everything she said
purest feeling
purest feeling
purest feeling
purest feeling
well she could be a saviour
with everything she does
or some kind of punishment
for people just like us
i don't really believe she understands
what's happening to me
the sooner that she gets it
the better it will be
purest feeling
purest feeling
purest feeling
purest feeling
i have got to figure it out
i just want to know
i can't live with it
purest feeling
well you've got me working so hard lately
working my hands until they bleed
if i was twice the man i could be
i'd still be half of what you need
still you lead me and i follow
all of your back up to your chin
over to the tip of your switchblade
as you pull it out and you stick it in
twist, twist, twist
it can go a little deeper
twist, twist, twist
i'm wearing these chains
twist, twist, twist
you make it hurt real good
i love the pain
well you just leave me nail here
hanging like Jesus on this cross
i'm just dying for your sins
and aiding to the cause
twist, twist, twist
it can go a little deeper
twist, twist, twist
i'm wearing these chains
twist, twist, twist
you make it hurt real good
i love the pain
wrap my soul in bandages
i'm tired of this war
go ahead and cut me
i can't even feel it anymore
twist, twist, twist
it can go a little deeper
twist, twist, twist
i'm wearing these chains
twist, twist, twist
you make it hurt real good
i love the pain
i smashed myself to pieces
i just fucked myself...fuck up
i sifted through the ashes
all what i have become
i do it all away now i'm nothing
i let you slip away now i'm nothing
all that i could do is break myself in two
i fuck it all away now i'm nothing
wave wave wave, wave good bye
wave wave wave, wave good bye
how old were you when you first let a man make love to you?
next, who was he?
next, how did you feel at the time?
next, how did you feel afterward?
what did you feel, what did you think?
were you pleased, frightened, ecstatic, disgusted?
what did he say, what words did you speak,
that's what i want to know
now, tell me, now, now, all of it, now, tell me, yes !
get down make love
you take my body, i give you heat
you say you hungry, i give you meat
i suck your mind, you blow my head
make love, inside your bed everybody
get down make love
get down make love
get down make love
get down make love
every time i get hot, you wanna cool down
every time i get high, you wanna go down
you say it's enough, in fact it's too much
every time i wanna get down, get down, get down make love
i can squeeze, you can shake me
i can feel, when you break me
come on so heavy, then you take me
you make love, you make love, you make love, you make love
you can make everybody
get down make love
get down make love
every time i get high, you wanna go down
every time i get hot, you wanna cool down
you say it's enough, in fact it's too much
every time i wanna get down, get down, get down make love
someone take these dreams away
that point me to another day
a dual of personality
that strange all true reality
they keep calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
they keep calling me
the figures from the past stand tall
and mocking voices ring above
imperialistic house of prayer
conquistadors who took their share
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
calling me
calling me
calling me
calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
they keep calling me
keep on calling me
(what do your nipples look like)
wherever i go
i take a little piece of you
i collect
i reject
photographs i took of you
well times i passed through
so many faces
so many places
i have got to have a memory
i have never been there
i have never had you
i can't remember
give me your reminder
i collect
i reject
memorabilia
keychains and snowstorms
the taste of your sweat
the look in your eye
i have been inside you
i know what it feels like
i collect
i reject
memorabilia
give me your reminder
i can't remember
i collect
i reject
memorabilia
this world rejects me
this world threw me away
this world never gave me a chance
this world gonna have to pay
well i don't believe in your institutions
i did what you wanted me to
and like the cancer in your system
i've got a little surprise for you
something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there? did you not realize?
this thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometimes i think i could
burn
i look down at where you're standing
flock of sheep all on display
with all your lies piled up around you
i can take it all away
something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there? did you not realize?
something inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometime i think i could
i'm gonna burn this whole world down
i never was a part of you (burn)
i am your savior
i am corruption
i am the angel
of your destruction
i am perversion
secret desire
i am your future
swallowed up in fire
i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't get control, can't keep track where it's traveling
i've got my heart, but my heart's no good
and you're the only one that's understood
i'd come along, but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go, but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you the more i die
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you make me hard, when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth, when i'm all stupid eyed
your arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart
my blood wants to say hello to you
my feelings, want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how very little of it, is spent on me
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug, the perfect drug
take me with you
without you
without you everything falls apart
without you
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
we're in the building
where they make us grow
and i'm frightened by
the liquid engineers
like you
my mallory heart
is sure to fail
i could crawl around the floor
just like i'm real
like you
the sound of metal
i want to be
you
i should learn to be a man
like you
plug me in
and turn me on
oh everything is moving
i need my treatment
it's tomorrow they send me
singing i am an american
do you
picture this
if i should make the change
i'd love to pull the wires from the wall
did you
and who are you
and how can i try
here inside i like metal
don't you
all i know
is no one dies
i'm still confusing love with need
blank stare
disrepare
there's a big black hole gonna eat me up someday
someday
fades away
like a memory - or a place that you'd rather be
some place
lost in space
an itch in my head that's telling me somewhere
somewhere out there anywhere i don't care get me out of here
if i could feel
all the pins and the pricks
if you were real
i could take what's apart and put it back together
this will come true
help me get through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
all i can do
driving me through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
one track
got you on your back
your skin speaks up but your lips couldn't say it
right now i know somehow
we could take the chance and we could make it make it
right here make it all disappear
everything that we've been missing (missing)
you make me feel
like there's a part of me
that i want to get back again
make this come true
help me get through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
all i can do
pushing it through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
into you
all i can do
driving on through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
you're slipping through
i'm coming, too
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
we could become
two into one
leave this behind
over and done
everything new
i'm getting through
into you
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here
ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
gone fading everything
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happiness and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me