It's almost a month since Mimi left Japan. It seems I've overcome the mental
damage. For the first time since then, I've felt the beauty and strength of nature.
I'm able to sleep much better recently. It's amazing that I do not associate love
with such a beautiful camillia  but I'm purely impressed by the power of nature.
Miki is scrubbing my place all over and this is something I should appreciate.
Life seems to be changing slowly. (April 10, 2005)