Without libido it's hard to remain creative.
Hpwever, even a distressed feeling sometimes helps if it's connected
with love. The sense of lost love has silently tortured me for the past
several months. I know I need a new love but it's not easy to attain that
goal. My annual fireworks-viewing-party will be held a week later. Hope
I'll be able to receive my friends-old and new-with the same cheerfulness.
( July 30, 2005 )