Diraqouee is a traditional music of the Uighurs played by a sitar-its pathetic tune
grips your soul with utmost sense of grief and pity. Though I'm trying to forget
Mimi as much as possible, I cannot but remember her when I hear this pathetic
music. Indeed, this is the first autumn without her in six years. I'm beginning to
think that I might settle down with Miki who is sincere and devoting unlike Mimi.
Nevertheless, things are not easy as I wish they are. ( November 20, 2005 )