I've been and am always attached to her and she well knows it.
But nothing would develop from that point. I'm scared to death
to lose her completely. She might be thinking that I'm simply a
coward or feel relieved to see that I'm so gentle and harmless.
Anyway, I love to see her face from time to time and exchange
a smile. But how many more years I would survive on the earth,
I have no idea ! ( January 19, 2010 )