Blogging since Feb. 2006

17TH

I dropped in a toy shop.
Yes , it must be strange.
But it was kind of fun.
A variety of toys were sold at there.
I found stars on a TV screen and stopped by.
It was an explanation for the star projector.
The guide voice was explaning the function.
The machine can show lots of stars on the wall.
And it seemed the quality was extremely nice.
I really wanted it.
But I shouldn't spend much of money for such a thing.
I left the floor.
But I know , I surely will drop in and think again.
"So beautiful , I wanna this stars!".

18TH

One chinese woman killed other Japanese children on the way seeing them off to the kindergarden.
This news shocked many parents who have small kids as they were believing that seeing them off by themselves must be much safer for children.
Recently , lots of innocent children have been killed by strangers in Japan.
But specially , this case would infulence on our society.
The woman says "I was afraid that my kid grew up badly because her child was not in good mood with other children.
I wanted to kill any children anyway."
But the president of the school says her child was good with other children at school.
And no needed to worry.
In this case , the mother was not good at speaking Japanese and was always alone.
Seems she was not well accustomed in the place.
And it says the mother must have thought her child 's situation is also the same as that of her motner.
I believe if the mother had a friend in Japan , this kind of case didn't happen.
Or , her husband should have helped her to be accustomed staying in Japan.
I believe learning the language and being accustomed in the culture are very important "life line".
I think the woman , the husband , and the family misestimated it.

Try to believe that we are not alone.
We suffer from lots of difficulties. But we are still here and alive.
Let's believe that we can still survive.Let's believe that we can still communicate and love each other.
We have still some room to change our society , country and the world.
We have still the chance. We are not alone. I might be a stranger for you.
But we can be friends. This country , world must be so stupid for us.
But we may still have a chance to change. Let's be strong. Let's be friends.
And let's change our world for us.

22Th

There are many things I lost and had to lose. It makes me feel sick whenever I think of them. I know how much I am missing them. But can never get back. I sometimes curse on myself and this world. But , I am here , still alive. I can never cry. I can never expose it because I only get lost again. My eyes are to follow my future . My body is to challenge on my destiny. I am here to win , even my lonliness.